Author Archives: Dox

They are different and will never be the same as our own self or vessel that we experience life with, but that doesn’t mean we ignore their value or our own. They are uniquely designed and built to keep us company, help us where we struggle, and appreciate this cosmic journey with us. So it’s good to always welcome differences with open arms because it allows us to treat all of the stars a little bit better ⭐️”

We’re always developing and reviewing information from all types of outlets. There’s this mental status and approach we all have when talking to someone, that’s instinctive to say as much. We can all relate to forgetting/ignoring to hear and reflect on what someone says instead of waiting for our turn to speak. And I’m reminding myself more each day there are deeper things we have to instinctively fight, like that urge to not truly listen, and give ourselves time to reflect, adapt or learn & accept about people when you’re interacting with them on any occasion. It doesn’t mean you’re loosing yourself- in all actuality those instances help you grow and be more comfortable with quieting your spirit, because that is outreach and extension of true oneness and peace within your soul. People who talk the least are trying to do the most internally, or are trying to figure out that process as well. I have definitely not always been good at this pro virtue of critical listening at all, but I do wanna get better for myself and people that analyze or interpret me, to give and receive information in a more loving manner (which even talking about love- is a whole other meaning and post to try to put into an expression of its own).

I also think it’s healthy to constantly do self reflection and to approach life with a goal -oriented mindset and not let yourself loose focus of that. That especially pertaining to romantic relationships. For an area that can truly decide the entire emotional and spiritual state of your mind and how you construct your life, how you love and develop behaviors and emotions and how that affects your mood, mentality, all the stuff that gives your life meaning and purposeful structure. I think most of the time people are so busy with fixing other things when we’re broken, we don’t even realize how we’re going about things that are wrong or absent from our forefront. Things that we do have control and the ability to look into and start tweaking where we could effectively, give our future benefit and adequate attention when needed. Which if done right has potential to be more often than not.

Treat them with care, they are a lovable and a dangerous breed. If she doesn’t need inches on her head; she doesn’t need your inches OR your head. And that’s word to you dudes with tiny packages.

“Sometimes bonds aren’t strong, they’re just stale- like expired French bread 🥖 , they can be tough for all the wrong reasons.”

Everyone loves flowers when they’re in full and blooming. Pay attention to who loves you when you’re just a bud or a petal

I don’t have to work tmoo f yea. I hate that I get a day off randomly and I feel uneasy- like I have to be working all the time. Just gonna be sittin’ in my undies and painting, which does sound so nice, maybe do a photo shoot in bed and watch old movies and make popcorn. It’s really beautiful how short but fulfilling life can be. The average human has 27,375 days on earth if they live to be 75 “A being who is not busy being alive is busy dying” -That hit different at night. I miss people I shouldn’t miss where does that random crossbreed of instinct and common sense seem to crash forces and collide. And who said it was okay to make feelings like that exist.

Guess it’s all for a reason. Idk I just want to give someone love and receive it back adequately ? A life partner someone who’s comforting, strong, responsible, caring, trust worthy, optimistic and genuinely committed? Am I romanticizing basic traits, or are they too much to handle. I think these are realistic. Maybe waiting for someone like that instead of forcing it wouldn’t be too bad. Wouldn’t it be cool if like your future self, was talking about how lost you felt before finding your significant other, reading this to that person in some distant time period- at the same paralleled time period that you’re writing about it right now? If you are I hope you guys are eating watermelon and watering plants in a garden. Or just laying around in your undies eating chips and talking about why British people are more evolved than us economically, but drink too much at an early age. Or what kind mountain you would be and where you would want to be, like in Alaska ? Or France. Or what kind of cartoons you watched growing up. What was your main interests if you remember any at the age of 9 and 10. You know cringy cheesy like things in wattpads or diaries. Or people that we met at our past jobs that made an impact on us.

I know everyone feels lonely- but do other women know what I mean by always feeling like an ethereal wise caring being, but at the same time feeling like your heart is constantly panicking- but like its controlled constant panic- of like am I too strong, self aware, understanding, disengaging, or too attentive, or self sufficient etc. But at the same time I wouldn’t want to be a man. I like being me. I like the random things that make me glowy and chirpy even if sometimes I get blue or heavy-hearted. I know other women can relate to this feeling, because I’ve felt it, and I’m a woman, like is what I am too overbearing at times ? or not barring enough? The answer is usually no, but why are men and women so different.

I think all my friends are so beautiful and caring, I would marry all of them, wife up with kids and a house if I could. Or at least give them those things if it were in my power. *Siri play if this world were mine by Luther Vandross* they’re all fucking drop dead gorgeous every last one of them. I love my friends because they’re really supportive and faithful whenever I need help or feel down in the dumps. I don’t think I could’ve asked for better ones and I’m truly grateful for every single one of the angelic little buttercup bunnies that I’ve met. Whether I talk to you once a year, more or less you’re all dollface gumdrop hotties for real. 10/10 would come again. And the ones I haven’t met you’re all just like my favorite thing on earth.

In other news, I don’t know if I completely agree with this theory, but its debatable and definitely doesn’t sound too crazy. Like Heterosexual men are not gay- but they are usually in a population more respecting or connected towards other men. Similar to the way females compete with other females. But males compete with other males to earn respect or accolades from other males. Not to say women don’t do that too, in fact if more women- approached other women in that way it wouldn’t be seen as extraordinary act of “girl power” and just mutual admiration and honor. And just I really like how well that Marilyn Frye has explained it how we observe it in the male species. Personally don’t hate men even though I vent like crazy from time to time but this is really like a good argument. At first it seems like a literal broad overgeneralization, but breaking it down it strikes a good point- that a certain amount of men tend to only hold sexual relations with women, and romantic ones (bonding etc.) with other men. I love interesting life development-ethical-philosophy topics about our social structure. Really interesting stuff. Anyways. Gonna watch The rain on Netflix I guess cause my aunt told me it’s good or something. She says ‘the mind is real protect your mind sweet pea’ good advice maybe I’ll listen to her. Happy New Years, to my new baby blog!! May you be full of the funnies, and feels! 🎆🎆🎆